Without

 -Suzie

October/2007
This too shall pass...but maybe not until the power of it swallows me whole. Before then, I need a bridge that can bind me in freedom to the world. And if that be Her will, so also shall it be, but not otherwise.

Please, my cicukam--just for yourself--ask her to tell you about where I have gone, and do not take no for an answer, because without you I cannot build no bridge back to the world at all. I am not afraid, you know. I want only to surrender completely to the kingdom that I have found. Yet also have I cast my lot with the violet , for hers alone are worlds without end.

Indigo