My beloved Indigo Knight, my hero, my other self-
Our final days in the sun--
There are still so many cards wanting to make an appearance on these pages still, --clamoring, screaming , howling in agony and ecstasy --beautiful ones, sad ones, passionate ones, furious ones--and deeply loving ones. However they are written in my heart, that is where they will now have to stay for the time being. Always know that I adore you in all your manifestations, even now as my heart is drenched in tears, pain and sorrow. I love you.
One day, I shall leave all the rest to you, for they are printed on--some form of ancient "thing", called paper. I will though post a few in memory of our end days, now and then as they spill from my heart in times to come. As they will know when to appear. --
Is this the end? Or are they a new beginning? Time will tell.
Yes Chicago, that did us in.
We were so happy before with life, we opened up the blinds, we gave love wings and love flew out the open window--and love itself was gone! Nothing is permanent but change--even for love it is the rule. I was mistaken about forever.
--"but you know Cica...nothing will ever be the same again. This is the only the beginning of life formations in time space within the rhythms of which we will find rest. I love you my dearest darling, my precious dove, my angel, my all." --Your Cape Dragon of Hope(Oliver)
Thank you for everything, I love you too more than you will ever know.
Your other self, Suzie
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